It makes me sad to think that I often make myself available for those who need me, but | always find myself alone when I'm suffering Maybe they think that I can always manage to bear everything alone, or maybe they just don't know that I am going through something in life too. Whatever the reason, I still choose to understand. Of course, because I am a strong person, and I am bound to endure everything even if I have no one by my side. But at this point in my life, I admit that | just want to stop the time. I just want to disappear for a moment and give myself a rest from all the things that actually make my chest feel heavy. For the longest time, I always faced the world as a strong person, but right now, I just want to walk away and be vulnerable.