i just want my spark back. the version of me that smiled without forcing it. the me that didn't overthink every little thing or feel tired all the time. i miss being excited about life, laughing freely, and feeling okay on my own. somewhere along the way, life, heartbreak, and disappointment slowly took pieces of me. but i know my spark is not gone forever. maybe i just need time to rest, heal, and find myself again. i believe one day i will feel like me again. wiser, stronger, and happier. and this time, i promise i'll protect my peace and never let anything dim my light again.