You need to be duality-maxing. Train like an athlete. Create like an artist. Think like a capitalist. Walk like a monk. Be obsessed and carefree at the same time. Work like a dog. Live like a god. Stay awake chasing an idea that won't let you sleep. Run until your legs give out. Learn new skills. Waste entire afternoons. Build deep bonds. Cut dead weight. Dance when you feel it. Fight when it counts. Every day needs joy and pain. The extremes are where you will feel most alive. It sounds insane because it is insane. But that's what makes it beautiful.