I don't know..❤️ I don't know what stage of life this is. i'm not completely broken but i'm not healed either. i'm not crying every day, but i'm not really happy. i wake up, do what i have to do, talk, smile, act normal. but inside i feel numb, like i'm watching my own life from far away. it feels quiet and lonely in a way i can't explain. if this is growing up, no one told me it would feel like this..❤️