May I never experience this kind of pain again. Where I cry myself to sleep while pretending to be okay during the day. Where my chest feels heavy from holding in everything I cannot explain. Where I keep replaying memories that only hurt me more. May I never beg for love, understanding, or bare minimum effort again. May I never lose myself trying to keep someone who was already letting me go. I pray for softer days, peaceful nights, and a heart that no longer carries sadness in silence. May healing find me gently, and may I one day look back at this pain and be proud of myself for surviving it all.