hoping i can find my way back to the spark i once had. lately, everything feels quiet inside me. i don't feel the same excitement i used to. the things that once made me happy don't hit the same anymore. sometimes i wonder where that version of me went. but i know it didn't really disappear. maybe it just got tired. maybe i gave too much of myself to the wrong things and forgot to take care of me. so now i'm trying to slow down. i'm learning to rest, to be kind to myself, and to not rush the process. little by little, i'll find that spark again. maybe not the same as before, but still real, still mine.