no more forcing things. if you can go a whole day without talking to me, then i promise i won't text you ever again. i'm done trying so hard with people who only talk to me when they feel like it. i'm tired of always being the one who checks in, starts the conversation, and keeps things going. if you don't notice when i'm gone, then maybe i never really mattered that much to you. i'm not asking for too much. i just want real effort and consistency. and i'd rather be alone than keep giving my time to people who make me feel so easy to lose.