suddenly, the feeling of being in love is no longer part of my dreams. now, i just crave a successful future which is weird because i once dreamed of a love that would last forever. maybe i just reached a point where i realized that building myself matters more than chasing someone who might not stay. i still believe in love, but i no longer want it to be the only thing i look forward to. i want peace, growth, stability, and a life i can be proud of. the right love will come when it is meant to, but for now i want to focus on becoming better and creating the future i always wanted.