At your age, your reason to live is to take in ever wonder you can. Enjoy the little and big things, try new things. Learn life lessons as much as you can but most of all, have as much fun and take care of yourself well. Talk to you parents or older siblings)friends if you have any about things theyd wish they done or know at your age. Talent isn't something your born with, it's something you in practice for and I understand you practiced but I think you need to figure out what truly interests you. High school was so scheduled and monotonous for me. Same day, same schedule, same people. College was so much fun and where I felt I found a purpose. There were so many subjects I had never even heard of and so much I learned. There are stages to this life. Maybe yours is to observe and learn at this time. I know if I could talk my 3rd grade highschool me, I would have told her a lot that she swore she knew but was too arrogant to accept she didn't. I hope this helps. It's really late where I'm at and I'm not sure I'm making my point clear.

Hey, your post isn’t cringe at all!! You’re really brave for share something this real. 🌱 I’ve been in a similar place before, and the truth is, your worth isn’t tied to being “the best” at something. The point of living isn’t about achieving, it’s about discovering little pieces of yourself along the way.

Take some time to figure out your own journey in life, your purpose. It’s a process, so enjoy the adventure! Our lives become more fulfilling when we own them.

Hey Jules, sorry to hear you feel this way but I remember going through something similar when I was your age. As I’ve gotten older I’ve realized, it doesn’t matter what I do, what talents I have or don’t have, who loves me and who doesn’t etc the biological probability for each of us to be born healthy, you can call a miracle! So the fact that you exist, is enough of a reason to live! Love you, learn to accept yourself as you are and discover what brings you joy, love, health and happiness. Be kind to yourself, even if others aren’t. You have a life ahead of you to figure things out so just try and enjoy your journey for YOU. 🫶🫶