Wdym y can’t stay awake? I CANNOT…. My time of doing things at night and having the peace from my narc family is GONE. I’m extremely tired the moment midnight comes… tho even sooner it’s like “time to go sleep” so I’m genuinely mentally prepared I won’t be able to stay awake and when I do it’s a painful forcing. So I literally converted into early bird for no reason at all. Today, we focused on surviving and having food with no veggies, just juice🐙🤕🙏🏻