There are times I sincerely wonder if I was my cousin’s child, how different this all would have been… the freedom environment, life that’s full not empty. Parents won’t change. Toxic family won’t magically become righteous. For them it’s convenient to keep it “this” way. Healing starts by freeing ourselves. They won’t free themselves from their mind, we must. I know it’s unfair, but it’s the only way out. Again: I’ve seen, known, heard ENOUGH to know what’s right and wrong HERE. I even studied it for quite some time to understand and prepare my case well. I’ll still keep a log, but the second it’s written down, I ignore them. I’ll focus on change and plan within myself. You cannot give them your whole day and energy. That’s unpaid subscription of frustrations nobody signed up for. Peace out🐙☮️ *mic drop*