Little space

Hey guys , new to this circle , let me tell a few things about me , you would know my name by my username , I'm in my college now , and trust me I've been through alot , I lost my father in age of 12 or 11 due to COVID, and bcz of that I'm still going through PTSD, he was the only one who understood me, loved me, cared about me . I still miss him alot

I don't know what's happening with me recently. Even my nights aren't going peaceful, I'm having frequent nightmares and they're scary as hell. It's not like I'm baby and scared of nightmares but they feel different. It's normal to have nightmares but these are like creating a negative feel in my mind. I don't know what to do.

Anyone else find it difficult as an adult to make friends? My ex isolated me from ever going out and meeting his friends or people. Now that I've dumped the negative baggage, I am wanting adventure so I take myself out solo. It can be lonely at times especially when I arrive somewhere and there are usually couples, friends out, or families out. And here I am flying solo. Maybe I should be called Han Solo. lol. Either way, I find it difficult to make friends in a place that is new.

Gotta change my answering machine Now that I'm alone 'Cause right now it says that we Can't come to the phone And I know it makes no sense 'Cause you walked out the door But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore And I'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears So done with wishin' you were still here Said I'm so sick of love songs, so sad and slow So why can't I turn off the radio? Have been listening to this song on repeat ☺️... Just obsessed with this one don't know why... Would like to suggest this song: 'So Sick' by Ne Yo.

Some of my favourite hidden gems of my childhood ☺️❤️

Mood right now is Shaky Shaky 😅☺️💛

My next target to sketch 🎨🖌️

Me with my favourite pants because it has fake pockets 😑🥲

When you feel low then your sense of humour also turns low 😮‍💨😐🙃

Kinda feeling a different kind of feel listening to "Sun Saathiya" from movie ABCD 2 after so many months or a year I guess... Whatever, but yeah this song and the movie suits my vibes cuz' I love dancing soo much. I could say that I can't live without music and dance, they're like a part of me, like they're my emotional support, way to express myself and much more. I would say that dance comes first for me and then other stuffs like my favourite hobbies like sketching, song writing, novel writing, music, cooking, photography and my studies etc... well I'm person of many hobbies and I love them all. It's like my soul revolves around them and I would wish to loose myself in them instead of getting lost in someone's eyes 🥹... If someone wishes to embrace me, I would wish first for them to embrace my love for my hobbies and my true self before accepting me. 🫶🏻