if i'm really meant to be alone, then please take away this desire to feel loved. because it hurts to want something that never comes. it hurts to hope for people who only stay for a short time. i don't want to keep waiting for someone who won't choose me. i don't want to give my heart to people who don't know how to care for it. so if my path is meant to be quiet, let it feel peaceful. if love isn't for me right now, calm my heart and help me be okay on my own.